Sometimes I feel like nothing when I did a self comparision with her.
I know that there is nothing to compare,but I guess it is normal also.
I dun "dislike" her anymore.What's left is only more and more curiosity about her.
Dun ask me..I dunno why.
I really wanna know why is she like this,how is she doing etc..and maybe become her friend though this is impossible.
Dun ask me..I dunno why.

She is so smart,so much independent and alot more than me.Kinda feel inferior but that doesnt makes me dislike myself.I just wish I can do better.Not necessary better than her,but at least not a klutz like I am now.

Sometimes I feel very ignorant and stupid,y'noe.Did you take away my brain cells or I just dun have them?

I used to think I am better than her in every aspect till I read more.
Sigh...
Dun ask me..I dunno why.

Dun assume you know who I am talking about too,you may be wrong.Oh...other than Yng,of coz.

Still feel kinda nauseous.Maybe it is not the crab,coz I ate lil.Maybe it is the sauce that really makes me dip for more.
Oh...serves me right...*turns blue...*